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I Hope You're Doing Good
02:24
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To A God
08:31
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You'll never know how sorry a human can truly be.
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"It was nice seeing you tonight!"
"Who do you know here? I remember standing watching you play drums. Is that group still together? What have you been up to? It seems so long. I hope you're doing alright... at least tonight!"
"It was nice seeing you."
"I hope this works out. (You thought of me from time to time). Maybe we could hang out, (show me what in life is good for you).
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I sat
Alone
As we talked
On the phone
The bitter cold
Came not
From the wind
I held fast
To my
Fears
My thirst
Of your warmth
Was unquenched
The second call
I could barely
Breathe at all
Wiltingly desperate
You begged
Me
To stop
What
What could I do
What it meant to me
Was
Losing you
I was sick
Of needing
Everyone
Else
I was tired
Of being
So weak
You cried
I could feel it
Like the glass
In my
Wrist
As I finally bled at last
Well I lied
When you asked
Oh I cried
In the past
No tears could hide
No cuts could bind
My fears will lie
No cuts could bind
My tears will hide
What no cuts could bind
I've finally tried
I drew my line
Tonight
Til light
Til I am
Alive
I saw
What I’d craved
And I couldn't bear to wait
Any longer
I knew what I’d done
As soon as
Your face would run
Your face of crimson
In an ivory
Basin
Eyes like
A maw
Swallowing
My delusion
The warmth of your lips
Pressed to my thighs
I was ready to let
All of it
Go
You saw
One last
Time
When we
Inter
Twined
A dripping
Confusion
No peace in my
Heart
My jaws at your throat
Drip power
It was
Ecstatic gasps
We squeezed them
From each other
My precious
Darling girl
I'm a symptom
Of your world
You're stronger
Than you think
And I'm leaving
You to dream
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Still lovers won't survive.
I will see your face even in death.
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Punish me
Dilute me
Sever me
Crush me
Lift me
Sink me
Rot me
Take my spit
Take my blood
Take my take my sweat
Take my tears
Take my cum
Rinse me off of you
I want to see you
One last time
Tonight
To see the gleam in your eyes
Beams of my pale sickness
Will you still lap at my
Decaying frame
With pity in your gaunt stare
I would drown in your waves of guilt
You pressed your hips to mine but one last time
So I sew seeds of hatred
Burn my last scent
Trample my final breaths
Collapse my loving eyes
Every measure is for you to use
If I shall finally be gone
From this Earth
And your gaze
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Shoujikina Austin, Texas
This is my desperate attempt at not turning the E.R. into the morgue.
I'm sorry to my family.
I'll suffer for everyone else.
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